Sweet Nothings

7th March 2006

24 days to go.. 24 days to the decision of whether i can go on studying in a polytechnic or go 'daringly' join the navy and be a weapons specialist. Why is there such a mess you ask? Well, it's all because i held too much expectations of my results and thought that there wouldn't be people going to places where i want to go. Only to find that i can't get in anywhere. So, you can technically say that i've got no where to go. Having found that out, me and me mum went to appeal for NYP(nanyang poly)'s MIT(multimedia and infocomm technology) and RP(republic poly)'s biotechnology, biomedical science, pharmaseutical science and new media. Now i'm awaiting for the appeal results. and over these few days i've been caught up with anxeity, and depression. My mum also got sick from it and my father literally gives me the cold shoulder. Haiz, all i pray now is for me to get a seat in NYP or RP and make everyone happy especially my mum who's not feeling well right now. To those who got a space, count yourself lucky..:)

posted by Lucinda @ 8:59 PM