Sweet Nothings

my birthday--21st july 2005

Well, it's been weeks since i last blogged.I was pretty buzy for the past couple of weeks as i was buzying myself in building my otaku papge at Myotaku.com and also making some wallpapers inwich will be posted at the end of the blog. Not only was i buzy at home doing the wallpapers and the user page, i was buzy in school too. Recently the school started the ever dreaded session for all graduating classes..After School Lessons..Every weekday from Monday to Friday, there would be at least one lesson for every class and because there are a lot of subjects to take, it its spread ou in to weeks odd and even. It's been a good the past few weeks but this week it was like a total mess!!

It started on Tuesday, When i forgot to retrive my keys and had to rush back home to get it back. When i got to my grandma's house, i was reprimanded by my dad because of my irresponsibility. It ok that he scolds me for the wrong things but he was really evil saying certain things like "why don't you get yourself lost one day?" and "simple thing also cannot handle stupid ar..". I was so sad that for the rest of the night and wednesday i was like treated a fugitive roaming round whenever he's in sight. He would "advise" me to take care of my things before i left school as if i like to lounge around outside of school with my friends. He does not understand my situation in school and presumes that he knows about them worse still, he even ticked me off everything i do.. like last night i was in my sister room reading, wanting peace and quite so that i could concentrate. he came into the room and scolded me for wasting electricity and not sharing the my room with my sister. I protested that howcome when he doesn't tick mum off for reading in the study room on her own and he gave a lame excuse saying that she pay the elecrticity bill wad.. and i bet when qi does that he won't tick her off then later that night, when i had just fallen asleep, i suddenly woke up to find my dad fumbling with my phone and reprimanded me for turning my handphone on during the night.since i cant do that then howcome mum can and you can?!!That's totally like being biased towards me for just one lil incident!!!!

Those were justthe tip of the iceberg, wait till you hear this. He is very biased towards our family too. He cares continuosly for grandmum(that i understand and its very nice), and his brother and his niece and nephew. Always nice to them and buying things for them. He cared for them as if they are his own neglecting his REAL children in the process. He is also biased towards my mum as well. Always picking on her for the things she do. From cooking veggies to buying fish.. he even denys that he ever said it. He is a very one-sided person.. Encouring my mum to play mahjong with granny and not grandma. Once i hread him scrutinising grandma for playing mahjong and stated that he dislike playing mahjong with grandma. What a dispeakable man he is.. Always thinking highly of himself as if he is god's/buddha's hand-picked apostle.. always thinking he is SO right and you are SO wrong..and he like to prove us that we are wrong all the time..What an Arrogant dad i have and he plays like a good boy infront of everybody.. ith just make me sick REALLY SICK!!!!

I do not know why he thinks that way but he got to change before mum really gives up on him even my anut and granny says he's got behaviour problems and doesn't get well with everyone and also scrutinizing his colleagues behind their backs..Anyway, i don't want to care anymore 'cos i noe he won't change and one day maybe one day he'll get back on what he has done to others around him.

posted by Lucinda @ 6:16 PM