Tuesday, June 26, 2007

I'm sorry, Lord, for the things I've made it...

I realized that
i haven't been spending time with God

Lately, BandzOut's taking alot of
my time and i'm rarely seen on duty for ministry
and i haven't been going for Choir Practice to sing for the Lord

i feel a ashamed of myself..
i konw i love Him and i know i want to be with Him
but why aren't my actions showing it..
i keep taking Him for granted
asking Him to bless this and bless that
and never really returning the love He has for me.
I really need to spend more time with Him.
My heart's turning more and more worldly
as I turn more towards BandzOut.
Don't get me wrong my OGls friends
i'm not saying that BandzOut is bad,
just that i the one's to blame, i am at fault.
I must always have the time for my God.
My One true Love who never would let me go..

and as the song "Heart of Worship" says..

When the music fades and all is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring something that's of worth
That will bless Your heart

I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the things I've made it
When it's all about You
All about You, Jesus

King of endless worth, no one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor, all I have is Yours
Every single breath

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

i've been told i talk to much...
and now i starting to think so too
which reminds me of the song
"my stupid mouth" by John Mayer
(scroll down further for the song)


(ranting here don't read if you not interested)
its like tell me to just be on mute mode
i can't really change who i really am in
such a short time.

Why can't he* just tolerate a little if it
happens again
And then you make 20/06/07's meeting so exclusive
even most of the committee don't even know
i understand you take charge to help the event out
but don't make it so exclusive can anot?!?!?!?!
Since you make it so exclyusive and so jolly well
choose not to talk to me then i mind as well QUIT!
i no need to stand you
KOROPOKE! KOROPOKE! KOROPOKE! KOROPOKE!
KOROPOKE! KOROPOKE! KOROPOKE! KOROPOKE!
KOROPOKE! KOROPOKE! KOROPOKE! KOROPOKE!
KOROPOKE! KOROPOKE! KOROPOKE! KOROPOKE!
KOROPOKE! KOROPOKE! KOROPOKE! KOROPOKE!
even people say i not talking = i emo
sian la!!! you KOROPOKE! go get yourself dipped
in strawberry cream la donut!!!
KOROPOKE!!!
Wish one day you get stoned!!!!
>:(

Monday, June 11, 2007

Okay i'm going to blog about
Japanese Music that i so love :D

First is a funky song that i found today
Called: Everybody hates my Guitar sound by Beat Crusaders
and its a very funky song and here's the lyrics:

Everybody hates my guitar sound
Don't know why they hate my guitar sound
Everybody hates my guitar sound
Wonder why they hate my guitar sound

But i know
That i'm doing for you
Everything is for you
There's no reason to change my world
And sell my soul
And i'm doing for you
Everything is for you
There's no reason to change my world
And sell my soul

I'm gonna let it be
I'm gonna let it be
I'm gonna let it be myself and i

Wanna let you see
Wanna let you see
Wanna let you listen to my solo

When i first heard the song,
i immediately thought about God.
Be Yourself no matter what others do to you
Listen up Christians hope this song will lift your
spirits up to be an "on Fire" Christian!!
Do it for God and not for what others think about you.
God made us unique and that we should be
proud of being a Christian!!
Which leads me to my currently fav Jap singer
his name us JUNE
and he aa song which really is a very good song
called "Pride of Tomorrow"
God is my Pride of Tomorrow
The One i live for! -Amen!
He loves gospel songs :D
he's Korean and sings Japanese!*drools*
This ish JUNE!! *loves!!*


Wednesday, June 06, 2007

WHEEEE!!!!

XV is long gone...
VoiceOut(VO) was a fun fun blast! hahaha...

XV got me creative on games!!!
VO got me to like chinese songs!! haha..
(dinnie & yiling if you're reading this pls help me!
i very noob at chinese songs haha)

With these 2 events over...
Now may turn to headache..
Next event: BandzOut!
We very troubled.. Not enough bands..
and then not enough publicity! need to push push le..
LAST 2 DAYS!! (from today that is)

Sianz... i feel like we are not doing enough
not going to make it- feeling.. :S
unless God pulls a fantastic miracle and then
like suddenly we have 15 bands joining us haha..
that be good.. haha
that be really good... i pray so pray so...

Got to go le.. tomorrow got school sleepy...
needa sleep and very excited about the schools seminar!! haha..
Yay!! can't wait!! :D it's going to be exciting must go okay?

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Emerge was a blast!
Am very much filled very brimmed with spiritual food!!
Thank you Pastor Kong for bringing back my spiitual hunger for God!
It's all about being spiritually hungry for God and really be responsible for
our schools and being like Gideon and the 300 hundred men!!!

GOTTA TAKE THE SCHOOLS!!

Yippy!! Saturday was the first day in our new place!
I got only one word to say about the place..
AWESOME!
It's a real beautiful place!
the hall is great and i think i can see my house from there!! XD
Love the new place!
And best of all...
i one of the great wonderful and beautiful people contributing it
for a year! YEA~~!!! haha i love my church!!
Pictures of it to come soon!!! :D

Lately, i'm not sure why but i kind of find that
there are things not told to me and i'm feeling a little lost! :O
oh dear God please fill me in on the things i need to know!!
I'm borken towards You, Lord!! Help!!

by th way, Granado Espada means best sword i think haha
discovered it with a spanish to english dictionary. :)