27th july 2005
AR!! Hot day today..well because today there's physical education lesson today.And today's lesson was a tour round the quite familar route in bishan park for the national day jogathon. While on walking i did some soul scearching today only to realise that i do not really fit in to my class or do i? Hmmm...
Well, to start off, i find that the girls around in my class seem to like to hang out around with their own kind of people ( like herds of cows moo..)and when i try to join them ( well i kinda felt that i wan to be happy in school), they seem to like leave me out on certain things, never ask me if i wanted to come along with them, or tell me something which they trust.They seem to leave me out and that makes me feel a little left out..like they don't treat me like a good friend. I wanted to feel like i belong in a group of friends who help each other but each time i see they seem to really think i'm not there..like it's better to leave her alone unless it really important and involve the class. Well, perhaps i shouldn't interfere in their little "tea party"club anyway.. which lead me to likda miss my best friend's presence dispite that i have other best friends in other classes but she wa the one closest to me and understand me most...
T.T I MISS YOU XUE QI!!!!!! WAH!!!!!Well.. enough of this stupid touchy stuff, anyway yesterday luk chuen my good friend came back from CANADA!! YaY!! i saw her at school and she hasn't change one bit! hahah.. miss her.. she brought with her some lovly deliciouss maple syrup cream cookies they were so yummy that i had 2 and asked her to buy a box for me hahaha!!!Not only did i saw her was a good thing, last night i while watching my show on video which i have recorded last wesnesday, my VCR(video cassatte recorder) recorded a very sweet little short film. I did not really catch much of it but i di catch ¾ of the whole thing. I was about this cat owner. He Neglected his cat(porbably angry wit wit the kitty about something) and when he got to the library and came back, He saw a note which said this " by the tim e you read this i'll be gone. The Kat". At first the owner did not care that his cat had left him, but after a few days he got sad. Tehen his sadness turned to grief which drove him insane(he even made a material cat out of a milk carton, chinese takeout box and 2 plastic cups and his house was a mess!!)! Just as he was a bout to explode, he heard the door open and there was the cat sitting atthe door frame and beside him was his very adorable little red lungguage( very cute ya noe!!!) and the owner was so elated that he went to the cat and picked it up and hugged him..hahaha that's true love between a cat and his owner.. hahaha.. i love cas ya noe.. they are very understanding animals and are very patient listerners.. Well i got to go now catch you readers later!!
my birthday--21st july 2005
Well, it's been weeks since i last blogged.I was pretty buzy for the past couple of weeks as i was buzying myself in building my otaku papge at
Myotaku.com and also making some wallpapers inwich will be posted at the end of the blog. Not only was i buzy at home doing the wallpapers and the user page, i was buzy in school too. Recently the school started the ever dreaded session for all graduating classes..After School Lessons..Every weekday from Monday to Friday, there would be at least one lesson for every class and because there are a lot of subjects to take, it its spread ou in to weeks odd and even. It's been a good the past few weeks but this week it was like a total mess!!
It started on Tuesday, When i forgot to retrive my keys and had to rush back home to get it back. When i got to my grandma's house, i was reprimanded by my dad because of my irresponsibility. It ok that he scolds me for the wrong things but he was really evil saying certain things like "why don't you get yourself lost one day?" and "simple thing also cannot handle stupid ar..". I was so sad that for the rest of the night and wednesday i was like treated a fugitive roaming round whenever he's in sight. He would "advise" me to take care of my things before i left school as if i like to lounge around outside of school with my friends. He does not understand my situation in school and presumes that he knows about them worse still, he even ticked me off everything i do.. like last night i was in my sister room reading, wanting peace and quite so that i could concentrate. he came into the room and scolded me for wasting electricity and not sharing the my room with my sister. I protested that howcome when he doesn't tick mum off for reading in the study room on her own and he gave a lame excuse saying that she pay the elecrticity bill wad.. and i bet when qi does that he won't tick her off then later that night, when i had just fallen asleep, i suddenly woke up to find my dad fumbling with my phone and reprimanded me for turning my handphone on during the night.since i cant do that then howcome mum can and you can?!!That's totally like being biased towards me for just one lil incident!!!!
Those were justthe tip of the iceberg, wait till you hear this. He is very biased towards our family too. He cares continuosly for grandmum(that i understand and its very nice), and his brother and his niece and nephew. Always nice to them and buying things for them. He cared for them as if they are his own neglecting his REAL children in the process. He is also biased towards my mum as well. Always picking on her for the things she do. From cooking veggies to buying fish.. he even denys that he ever said it. He is a very one-sided person.. Encouring my mum to play mahjong with granny and not grandma. Once i hread him scrutinising grandma for playing mahjong and stated that he dislike playing mahjong with grandma. What a dispeakable man he is.. Always thinking highly of himself as if he is god's/buddha's hand-picked apostle.. always thinking he is SO right and you are SO wrong..and he like to prove us that we are wrong all the time..What an Arrogant dad i have and he plays like a good boy infront of everybody.. ith just make me sick
REALLY SICK!!!!
I do not know why he thinks that way but he got to change before mum really gives up on him even my anut and granny says he's got behaviour problems and doesn't get well with everyone and also scrutinizing his colleagues behind their backs..Anyway, i don't want to care anymore 'cos i noe he won't change and one day maybe one day he'll get back on what he has done to others around him.
8th july 2005
Last week was a nice week because it was not only the 1st week of school but there was an Innovation and Entropeuarship(?) Carnival where there were lots of activities for everyone to do. Other than the carnival, i enojoyed myself watching "War of the Worlds" with my mum and sister on youth day which was on 4th july 2005. I'm not going to explain much as i plainly forgot some of the good parts during the carnival thanks to the delay in which i have made when i needed to help my sister to gather some stuff on Ragnarok Online, an online game but what i
can say is that the movie "War Of The Worlds" was a good one not because it was directed by Steven Spielberg, all the action and drama was fantastic. The show starts out alright but as it starts to show the aliens attacking the people ( the aliens used the DEATH RAY!! once it touches you, you'll be vapourised!! DX), it was scary haha..but alright and abit confusing as in the end the aliens died by disease! Imagine, big high teched intelligent aliens set out to conquer earth and exterminate humans in the end only to be killed by the smallest
living and may i highlight that word "living" things on Earth.. Bacteria and virus in which they are not immune to hahaha stupid XD. It quite puzzling but it all makes sense in the end hahaha so the movie is not bad ^^.
This week, i was very happy as i found out that on thursaday is officially Maths day as i have 5 maths period including additional maths and elementary maths plus supplimentary lessons after school so its like see Mr Wee, my A and E maths teacher, 5-7 times a day hahahah XD. Also, i enjoyed doing amaths' chapter 21 "applications of Integration" as it was like primary school work only that you need to use intergation equations to solve the problems. So this week was an ok week but from next week on, i may not be able to use the computer in the afternoon anymore so it ok since my O levels are approaching and my mother tongue oral is next tuesday followed by mother tongue listerning comprehension on the 15th. So i wish everybody doing the o levels good luck!!!! ~bye!!
