Sweet Nothings

祺祺！
She's leaving!!!
She won't tell me why!!!
what am i going to do?
Help!

posted by Lucinda @ 9:30 PM 0 Comments

Took the time to do a little bit of updating in my links section and yup yup la
got alot more people in there and that means more people's blog to go too la
hahaha... Enjoy yourselves!

3 paper to go over the next week! Argh!
don't like exams but no choice
at least 3 days worth of exams are better
than 2 weeks worth.. hahaha XD

posted by Lucinda @ 5:29 PM 0 Comments

Hey All!
Happy Chinese New Year!!
Gong xi fa cai!!!

piff!

posted by Lucinda @ 1:29 AM 0 Comments

you hurt me the most
but I'm not one most hurt
She's the one
the one in the bedroom
She's the one you hurt the most
You hurt her so much
Oh So much
and now she doesn't feel you
not even when you throw all hope of hers down
the dark dark drain
oh how you made her numb numb to the core
where she cannot feel you anymore
She just doesn't want to care about you no more
just doesn't want to get hurt anymore...

dad..

I simply don't care no more

Each time i see you degrade mum with all your
knifes, Making a mess of what we've done
you who think of how great you make yourself feel
inferioriating everyone around you
leaving scars on us all over

i simply won't care anymore

you can carry on playing the game you
oh so love to play
but in the end i know you will be the one
to leave us all behind

I'm letting go of the ribbon that is of you
no longer will i spare a thought for you
you hurt us all so much
each making us all go through this game over and over
you and your spiteful pride.

no longer will i stand for this
if we all just let go
it's okay you can leave
we won't be afraid neither will i forget you as dad
we can live on doing what we do
leaving you and your spiteful pride.

just random typing to chase the blues away...
I only know that I've got a heavenly father who cares..
toodles! :)

posted by Lucinda @ 1:15 AM 0 Comments

Today is one of those days that are pretty sad..
Today was suppose to be a great day i can go out to shopping with
my dear friends.
Intead my dad last minute say that it's my grandma's birthday.
That ain't so bad.. I'm willing to do that :D
It's my granny anyway I have a responsiblilty to be there for her birthday!
And it would make her glad to see me there to celebrate it with her :)

The whole celebration was alright except that my dad got angry with my mum
for asking about money infront of my relatives.
When we all got back from the dinner.
He scolded my mum for doing that..
Said some very hurtful words about
her being someone who loves nothing but nothing.

In a way, i think maybe my mum may not have asked for the remainers
considering that my dad is already quite aggitated.

But then, He shouldn't be so concerned about his pride.
Every events also pay the money.
Always letting others see that you're someone who can be very capable.
When you can't even have patience over the simpliest thing like
granny being slightly not being able to understand simple things.

My parents always quarrel over money.
Always about money.. Nothing but stinking money!!
I know that money is not the root of all evil.. but the hearts of people..
Like fire, money is a good servent but a bad master.
So what's so good about money?!
I know it's important, i know that without it we can really survive in the Singapore.
But is money really that important?
i feel so helpless everytime i see them quarrel
Each time how my dad degrade my mum with his words about mum.
Oh how i hate to see my sister talk about not getting what she wants from my mum.
I'm really helpless in this..

posted by Lucinda @ 11:26 PM 0 Comments

i thinking of changing my blogskin..
yes! CHANGE!!!!
Raito >:P
( L rocks haha X} not that i'm crazy about him...
L's more sensable then Raito lor... >:)

:< still having that "i miss church and never want to let it go" Sickness!
DX waa....

Piff!

posted by Lucinda @ 8:48 PM 0 Comments

Today was a blast!
SO NICE!!!
E zone reunion dinner at Marina Bay area!
we all went there for a little kite flying first so fun sia!
Lucky no thunder strike otherwise chao ta le! :(
then we all went for steamboat and grill so siok!
We cook cook cook like no tomorrow!
after mum mum we full le then we play around chat chat ( i go distribute candy!)
and so many other things as well.
Last but no least we all took a family photo!

我们一家大小团圆在一起吃火馃！！yummy!!

later on my way home... i started feeling sad.
That cause there's no chance of going to church this week!
Normally will confirm see my friends in church everyweek so i don't feel or worry about being lonely on weekends. But this week due to CNY, no church! T.T
This made me realise how precious my church and all it's contents(God, Pastors, E zone, E2, EVERYTHING!!) are!
i would never and i say NEVER will i want to uproot my roots and go to another church.
Cause if i leave HoGc, where else could i stay rooted?
All the things i ever wanted were given by God in this Church and i will never ever let go of what He has given so much of for something else.
I will build my own altar!!!


p.s: SOorRRYyy for the late entries were a little lazy about typing..

posted by Lucinda @ 1:25 AM 0 Comments