Sweet Nothings

it's sad to hear the we are bullied by
unreasonable landlords and christians.
Despising youth...
haven't they heard of this verse?

but we are good
as the Lord has commanded us to
love others as much as we love ourselves..

though we maybe bullied..
but we will hang on
for even if the world hates us
we will not be demoralized..
for e have God with us :)

so hate us all you want for being
responsive in services
giving respect to leaders and pastors
being teachable and submissive
loving God the way we do... :)

posted by Lucinda @ 11:00 PM 0 Comments

today i learnt some very beautiful things
to be a child of God.

first to seek the prescence of God intensely.
meaning to say to really want and hunger the prescence of God.
To love God's company when He comes.

secondly to make serious sanctions with the Word of God.
gain insgiht on ow to be a better person.
The Word of God is like a mirror showing what's good character and what's bad character.
God's advice make you a better person :)

Thirdly Sons and not servants loving the House of God.
to love and take care God's house.
Ministries! BM! Gotta love them!
Show God that you are willing to look after and care His house.

The last most important one is to be willing to scarifice for God.
Show God that He is more important that the things that are on earth.
Show that you want Him more than all things of this earth.
love Him and Show Him you really do. As actions speaks louder than words.

This make me realise that there's somethings i am not doing but yet i keep
on saying that i love my God. I think it's time i really start to show my love for my God throught my actions. to be willing to do anything for Him and be commanded by the Lord of hosts! I will live my pride of tomorrow doing what God has willed and planned for me to do. That's why the music you're listening to is this. I love this music alot. especially since it's from D. Gray Man. XD

posted by Lucinda @ 1:52 AM 0 Comments

i decided to change my tagboard back to cbox..
flshbox was giving me quite some problems so i
changed it back to good old cbox..
i'm never going to change it for something that
looks cool again..
cause cbox is already very good and there's nothing bad
about it...

toodles..

posted by Lucinda @ 12:18 AM 0 Comments

(in response to 8th march entry in Gab's blog)

Sometimes i wonder
why people dislike my church?
is it beacuse of the way we worship and praise God?
(well i think it's great to worship and praise the Lord in anyway
be it hymns or rock music. everyone has their own way to show their affection to God).
is it because of the people?
if so why?
i know someone who believe our love and care are fake..
thinking that we are a bunch of drama papas and mamas..
in truth..
this someone i know i don't think she really caught the heart of my pastors
not building an altar for herself with God..
She says she still want to love Jesus but because of the issues..
she doesn't want to go back
constantly speaking neagatively, flaunting her array of vulgarities..
this make me sad to see her,
who was once on fire, stumble all because of issues in her CG.
now, a goth looking mud who spits vulgarites..
i can't stand each time she specks ill of the church and of the pastor

But no matter what be it my sister or father or even my mother
i will not run away from my God even if it's over such trivial matters
i will not let the devil get the better of me
i will STAND for my faith and for i know i'm not the right path,
with God and in church.

so are you with us or against us?

posted by Lucinda @ 3:40 AM 0 Comments

Random thought


Let's imagine,
if you had bushy hair lets say like this:





you could
put stuff in it to hide like french fries!!




haha just a random thought.. XD
don't mind me i'm lame!! XD

posted by Lucinda @ 12:37 AM 0 Comments

Note to self:

Gabriel's laptop beeps when you press it's caps lock key XD




i'm not sure why but lately i've been feeling
like i'm not contributing to the church :(
like i see so many things by people and what they do and all
instead of feeling inspired
i feel uninspired like having the feeling of not having done enough like what
they have done. :<
I'm also got the feeling of being stuck..
stuck like not knowing about my leaders
especially after my sister's resignation from being a christian.
This may have been the cause of the stagnant feeling that i have been
feeling.

I think this maybe the work of the naughty one who wants to destroy whatever
God creates. I think he is planting some negative thoughts in me till i can take it no more and leave the church like my sister.
Well D though you may have won my sister's heart but you ain't gonna win mine
and God will triumph over you in the end in my sister's and my family's hearts!!
So in the name of Jesus you better stay out of God's way!!
AMEN!

posted by Lucinda @ 7:39 PM 0 Comments

HaHa..
i was not happy with my previous skin due to not getting what i really wanted..
so you could say i'm picky... blah bah... like i care.. >:P
i like to flaunt my fabulous ability to change my blogskin at will...
haha okay... Gotta stay humble! ^_^;

Anyway, this blogskin is inspired by this anime called D.Gray Man..
The anime is good... Exorcists using some Godly made weapon thingy called Innocence
fight the Millennium Earl's toys made from souls of the departed..known as Akuma.
got this sentence, 魂の救済(tamashii no kyuusai) , from the ending part of the show's trailer.

In a way, this anime gives me the impression that we as followers of God and with our faith go out in to the world to look for those who are willing to follow and at the same time saving sinners from the hands of the devil.

Thus the birth of this skin haha...
Love this anime and love Allen Walker!

posted by Lucinda @ 12:29 AM 0 Comments

A seed was sown 3years ago..
Watching a Movie made from a Gospel.
Though tried as my might,
Time was not right.
Till the time of arrival
to a place with the name of where God's Heart lie.
There, the seed that laid dormant, is watered and germinated.
With care from God's love and the nurture of the Holy Spirit
The little sapling soon grew to a tree fill with blooming flowers...

I will always love my God and my church.
I want to be that blooming flower that i have seen in a vision.
I want to rise up to be a leader to lead people with love and care.
I want my spiritual seed that a friend unknowningly planted to grow and bloom and produce fruit!

I will never run away from my Church nor my God not the Friends that i have found there
They are all very much valuable to all the things that are in this world. No one can take it away not even the Devil.
I have unkowningly fallen i love with my God and my church.
My God,My Happiness, My Estacy!

All if a sudden I've gotten poetic..
But alls fair in Truth and God's Love... though sometimes it may seem not so..

posted by Lucinda @ 1:19 AM 0 Comments