Sweet Nothings

31 August 2003

Me and my friends settled the understanding that happened yesterday..and she says that i ws my fault as i didn't give her enough time to settle herself down to talk to me..and also was her fault to for not telling me properly..haha all was a freaking misunderstanding haha.. Well, since all these things are settled i cant get back to studies now and hope no more social problems come my way anymore!!! * prays to god* KAMBATEI EVERY ONE!!!

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30th august 2005

Today i qurrelled with one of my friends today. she's the sort that is extremely sensitive and you've got to be extra careful with what you say and do so that you would not hurt her feelings..

the reason why i qurrelled with her was that i accidentally said something bad about her. Feeling very hurt, she dicided to ditch me dragging my two others friends along so feeling puzzled as to why i do not see them at the table where we always hang out so i went to talk to her. Each time i tried, she either gave me the cold shoulder or purposely talked in an angry tone each time i asked what was wrong. The truth came to light when one of my friends in which she dragged away, told me that i had actually bad-mouthed about her. Feeling rather guilty i apologized to her this morning. I my mind and with what i saw, she keeps a calm and cheerful mind withthe others but with me.. she seemed so distress which gives me the feeling of wanting to get away from me. She told then( this morning) that she excepts my apology but is too stressed to talk to me right now, but it seems perfectly unfair to me that she speaks rather cheerfully to the others. so i asked her why, she said Jing Yan was going to be a very good phyciaitrist and Jun Mao was a good person. So in a feat of anger i screamed "SO I'M TOO MUCH STRESS FOR YOU TO TALK TO ME IZIT? FINE" and stormed away to the parade square with tears in my eyes.

I'm do not think she's feeling guilty now or rather i do not even think that she's wondering what i'm feeling right now. I truth i don't know what to do right now. I feel a bit guilty but it's true. I did not know what's making her upset until i was told. She should have told me instead of keeping it away from me. Is'n't friends surppose to tell one another their mistakes?? Why doesn't anyone tell me what's wrong or what i should know these days? Why? WHy? WHY?!!!!!! It's fasturating you know!!!

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23rd August 2005

It's been a rather bad week considerinn that today is just only Tuesday.I had a fit yesterday about everything around me from my classmates who treats me as an invisible person to my dad fussying over my grandma since she's ill and conjuring thoughts of biasness in me at the same time.

my dad, as you've read during a pass entry is a very one-sided person well.. He seem to care more about my gandma in which i understand 'cos she's your mother and you should look after your mother.Child Instincts.But he doesn't has to go overboard like as if she's only a few months baby and you must fuss over her so that she can live longer..if so why not just steal the Philosoper's Stone and allow her to drink the exlair of life then? Make things a hundred times better.Its ok that when granny's sick we all must look after her, but i feel very picked on yesterday..first he forces me to give up my room for my granny.. ok i give. then came the toilet ok i keep quiet..but it's totally disrupting my daily routine in which i am so very used to..worst, i even got a scolding from my younger sister just for napping on her bed in the morning!! Totally RIDICULOUS!!!And when i'm sick what does he say?? "Only a little bit sick can go to school one lah.." he said this dispite the MC given by the doctor himself!!Utterly one sided man he is..

Anyway, today i had my English O levels oral. and it was like a little disasterous to me as some of the questions was a little like about animal conservation and how people treat animals in their view point..haha almost funked it but i think i managed to get a good grade for it.. I gtg anyway, before my dad says anymore shit that he already repeatedfor the past 2 nights(sunday and monday night)
Sayonara~!!

posted by Lucinda @ 5:37 PM 0 Comments

9th auguest 2005

Yo!!! Today's Singapore's birthday and she's 40 this year! yoho!!! Not only was this a good thing..on sunday i reformated my computer yea..i did all right and now there's less pop-ups and the conections smoother except for some problems.. there was some so called pop-ups popping once or twice talking about my softwares being corrupted and recommends me to download some anti-spy ware and anti-adware programmes..also now i can't read the japanese words that are on my blog title as well as the status bar part..*cries* but not to worry i think it'll fix soon anyway..
so to day was a quiet day despite that later at the city area there would be a parade that's gonna happen soon and it has already started anyway... Tomorrow's a holiday too for secondary and primary schools together and i think Junior colleges as well because of the volunteer prformers who are performing at the padang(field) infrom of the city hall this evening.So, mum's gonna take us to Haierbin ice world tomorrow to see ice sculptures!! Yipppeee!!! Oh yea.. almost forgot.. last saturday my friend xueqi, my sister and i went to watch "charlie and the chocolate factory" i was a fantastic film which led me to go buy the book and read.. so far i have started to read the second book called "charlie and the reat glass elevator" and it is a very good book and now i'm waiting for the video of the movie to come out so that i could go buy it and keep it hahahaha... i love to keep rubbish.. hahahaha.. * ki siao (crazy) liao* anyway.. that's all ive got to say and do visit my msn space as i'll be uploading my photos there soon.. ciao!!^^

posted by Lucinda @ 4:16 PM 0 Comments

2nd August 2005

Today was the 1st day of the Mass Common test held by the school, It hasn't been bad as i managed to finish my Mother Tongue composition early leaving me with some time to sleep but unforunately i only managed to sleep for 10 mins then i suddenly woke up..probably from the changing of the winds since i'm a little sensitive to that when i sleep even the slight gust could wake me from my sleep. Anyway, other than the mother tongue paper there was the Social studies paper in whch i managed to finish ¾ of the paper before i had to hand up. Not bad, better than the mid-year paper despite i do not quite understand the question as it was about "Hike in Fares In Public Transport". Then it was a back to normal lessons where in mother tongue class we talked about the POWER OF LOVE!! Then on with English lessons. At Assembly, there was a group of artisans who came to perform about singapore's famous people in histroy then there was an interesting presentation about the sec3s going to Thailand. Lastly after lunch, some of my class friends and i had an Additional maths test in which i managed to do 2½ of all the quetions while the other 2½ of the paper i was not sure of hahaha..

Overall, today was a normal day nothing much happen so i just go through what i did today and if there is any good events to write about, i'll come back to edit but for now i did to take a bath and go to my grams bye..

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