Sweet Nothings

My stupid mouth,
Has got me in trouble.
I said too much again.
To a date over dinner yesterday
And I could see she was offended.
She said well anyway...
Just dying for a subject change.

Oh, its another social casualty
Score one more for me
How could I forget?
Mama said think before speaking
No filter in my head.
Oh, whats a boy to do?
I guess he better find one soon

We bit our lips. she looked out the window
Rolling tiny balls of napkin paper
I played a quick game of chess with the
Salt and pepper shaker.
And I could see clearly
An indelible line was drawn
Between what was good, what just
Slipped out and what went wrong.

Oh, the way she feels about me has changed.
Thanks for playing, try again.

How could I forget?

Mama said think before speaking
No filter in my head.
Oh, whats a boy to do?
I guess he better find one.

Im never speaking up again. it only hurts me.
Id rather be a mystery than she desert me.

Oh Im never speaking up again.
Starting now

One more thing.
Why is it my fault?
So maybe I try too hard
But its all because of this desire
I just wanna be liked, I just wanna be funny.
Looks like the jokes on me
So call me captain backfire

Im never speaking up again it only hurts me.
Id rather be a mystery than she desert me.

Oh Im never speaking up again
Starting now



This is what i'm feeling haha..
it seems that pass few weeks i've been saying things that ain't meant for listening..
and got some peeps to stop talking to me... or stop smiling..
O what have i done!
No filter in my head!
what's a boy to do.. i guess he'd better find on new..

dear holy spirit need your help..
my the words that comes out of my mouth be of your words and not mine..
-Amen!

posted by Lucinda @ 11:34 PM 0 Comments

Sometimes i feel like i want to leave the hose and never come back..
Dad's always assuming that he's right and all others are wrong
mum gets emotionally abused by dad and keeps thinking negatively
no matter how much positiveness was talked into in her..
granny's a little left out.. Everything no one updates her..
and she's the only thing left keeping mum and dad's relationship together
what will happen next i want..
its so chaotic..
God I'm getting tired
Need to see the miracle in me..
'Cos i believe in You..

posted by Lucinda @ 10:27 AM 0 Comments

Red Rain's comin'!
Its going to be exciting!

16th to 17th JUNE!!

haha anyone interested?
the tix is free!

posted by Lucinda @ 11:07 PM 0 Comments

Haiz... I'm bored..
Very bored..

Very few things to do like BO props and TIM stuff..

A midst of it all..
Dad and Mum are having a rough time..
Dad's making mum depressed! D: My mum's emoing!!

Ever since last tuesday, he and my mum had an arguement!
and from there things did not turn out good..
Then Saturday, mum just made an affectionate action on him
and he talked at mum for doing it.
My mum then said that he could just told her nicely
but he butted back saying that he is always been like this
and after that.. silence was in the house..
and they are not talking to each other!!

What do i do sia...
very tiring one leh..
See one throw tantrum and cold shoulder and do as he pleases without having to the other.
And then watch another go emo and keep saying that no one loves her.. < It pains me one le..
Why they both so selfish one! Don't even know who they hurt when they like that..
God.. If you're reading this please help! I need help God! I really need You!!
Help make my family happy again pls! - Amen!

posted by Lucinda @ 9:27 PM 0 Comments

*laughs with great excitement*

haha! finially i am able to turn my OS
white! haha here's a look!

And my coursor has shrunk!!
All Thanks to the creative peeps from DA!!
Great is the Lord for your creativeness!

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!






Here too! In case you can't see :D

posted by Lucinda @ 12:18 AM 0 Comments

Today Concludes the last day of Pastor Kong's Seminar.
The Sermon today is a continuation if what he said yesterday!
It was just as impacting as the previous one!

Wow So cool la! He elaborated more on Culture
There are 3 types of Cultures: Folk, High and Pop!

Pastor Kong also preached about Why people turn to Pop culture
as Pop Culture is the culture for the average life.
And that many people can relate the things in pop culture in their life
like Emo(10cent) songs and watching the news etc.

Fellow Christians let not shun away from pop culture
make it work for us! Let "common grace" pave the way for Saving Grace, God's Grace!

Lets be the light and the salt of the world! Heal and Guide! -Amen!

posted by Lucinda @ 11:49 PM 0 Comments

Pastor Kong's seminar today was truly a spiritual feast!
Wow! He's sermon today was very impacting!
Today Pastor Kong preached about us being CONVERSIONISTS!
He preached about how God called Himself names like El Shaddim Jehorah, etc.
How Man was created so specially by God who calls himself El Hohim(God the creator)
How Man's creativeness was from God Himself!
How creative Man was still despite having sinned! ~ Especially for Cain!

And Despite our creativity has turned crupted and twisted and truned bad..
God did not destroy us
God is not a destroyer but a redeemer! He had ways to redeem us from our fallen nature!

Pastor Kong also preached about how we can make use of Pop Culture to bring Glory to God!
How we can bring people to God through Pop culture!
So Cool La! Thank the Lord for His creativity! Glory goes to Him! - Amen!

Here's a list of conversionists:
David, Easter, Martin Luther and many more but most importantly JESUS!

The devil has no vision, no originality and no creativity!
So please do not blame the crooked world for being the work of the devil
The World just got lost! So why not be light and salt of the world and bring them back to track!

posted by Lucinda @ 11:30 PM 0 Comments

I want to send flowers everyday to God and to tell Him how much i love Him!
Lets send some shall we?

posted by Lucinda @ 11:28 PM

Haha Here's my new blogskin..
lazy to mess with Dreamweaver le..
so short cut haha

turn the sapshotsable skin to
snapshot orange!

haha i like it and can change to any
theme i want according to what ever way i want!

Next theme: RED RAIN!

posted by Lucinda @ 1:27 AM 0 Comments

I'm wondering

just wondering..

Why do people just leave
and leaving people behind to die?

Why are there worldly people so selfish
that the only thing that they can care about is
only themselves?

May their minds are deluded by the worldly
things and pleasures? Perhaps.. Perhaps..

I'm glad I am not greatly deluded by it
for I have a Father with me and He is great to behold!

posted by Lucinda @ 11:54 PM 0 Comments